Bad moods
Well, I've been in a pretty crappy mood lately. I've been beating myself up about my appearance as well as many other qualities about my life. Perhaps, its just my monthly mood swing, or maybe I'm just really moody for no damn reason. But it's my own fault, I give up too easily, and I tend to let myself stay in a funk and complain about it, wishing my circumstances will change for the better overnight #pipedream (there you go, all you hashtag hating readers). I went to bed self-loathing and I woke up the same way (I also discovered that writing a blog at midnight in the midst of self loathing, is a very bad idea, I spared you the post, be thankful). I don't like myself when I'm moody, and I'm quite sure the people around me don't either. Sorry guys, I'm not doing it on purpose. However, half way through the day, I decided my outlook needed to change. I have to stop looking at what I wish I had and make it, look at what I can have. I can work out a...